January 01, 2008

Pte Ltd memory

Yes, it was my custom to blog on nye. To reflect on the year quickly in passing before the countdown. But, that was the custom that I did not keep yesterday. Simply because, I didn't have anything to want to write about. I tried thinking back on 2007. Tried reflecting like... any personal thought of the year? Like... any strongly felt emotions to note down? Like...

And the answer was consistently, 'not really.'

So, I didn't. I abandoned the custom.

What happened in 2007? I made two resignations. One last (so, hopefully permanent) career switch.

I was so disciplined in getting myself distracted. First away from pain and crying. Then, away from the misery of memories. Then, just because it was getting easy and a fantastic way to pass time rotting with hours of DVDs, books, lame pokes on facebook or simply, lying in bed, thinkin of really nothing.

Am I recollecting the year passed now? Jeez. But that's really about all.

xxx

We were talking about the passing of a year, and 'tis is from Kyn...

and tell u what...when ur whole life gets on a tape & its fast forward this whole yr is just only a mouldy part of the film that slows the whole movie down.

xxx

This year, I want to be as non-productive as last year. Except when it comes to the work that feeds me.

Outside tuition, I want to go to cafes in the mornings and read. I want to lie in bed, watching TV series on my laptop. I want to continue blogging badly and mundanely. I want to go party occasionally. I want to sleep.

Actually, non-productivity is tiring. I already don't think I have enough time for all these. Good. Good.

xxx

I want
a new handphone
a new and chic set of earphones
a few new dresses and skirts
a few pairs of very handsome pants
an unlimited supply of Royce chocolate
a new Kate Spade bag (kindly refer facebook)
a holiday out to Europe with my Mum

I need
a windfall.

Seriously.

xxx

Bblics resumes in scaring me with her long-term posting in Shanghai/Beijing. On the other hand, I would have less occasions to spend money if she's away.

Posted by 杏 cy （Jancy） at 13:37